Yay~

I won Most Creative at Mahougirlstills~ x3; My first icon contest placing~ ^-^

Umm... Yeah, I needed to update. e.e;
Let's see...
I was going to take a Kokoro break, but I think I'm all better. x3; I might just sit out anyways, though nya ^0^

Thank you, everyone, for being there. ^.^ Espicially Masume-chan, Jisu-chan, and Plum-chan. ^-^ It really did help to know people care nya~ n_n

I finally updated my workjournal ( http://www.livejournal.com/users/sugarberii/ )~! ^^




WAHAHA! ^^; I was stamped >3

And Masume-chan drew me a pretty picture of Satou as Minto! x3; I LUV IT~

I ALMOST FORGOT! X_X;

Since it's Canadian Thanksgiving, I just wanted to quickly do a little thank you thing. ^^;;

Thank you everyone who's been nice to me, and kept my spirits high. Thank you for being my friend, even if I'm a whiner and probably really annoying. Thanks for making me feel special, and like I've got talent, and helping me learn to stick up for myself!
Without you guys, I think I'd still be hiding under my bed covers, crying myself to sleep every night.

Thank you so much nya!!! ^^;;

Wow. I'm strange. x.x; Night, then.

I'm on a Nanoha High, in case no one's noticed ^o^; I really wanna see the Second Season episode, but I need to find all the first season episodes before that, huh? ^^; I did get the Second Season opening song and animation. Omigosh, it looks so frreakin' cool. @_@ More more more nya~
Ahem. Anyways. ^^

I got my progress reports today! SQUEE! I'm so happy!!! I thought I'd be failing, since this IS high school n' all, but I'm actually doing pretty good!!! <3 <3 <3
I've got all A's so far (100.2% in Algebra 1, 98% in Earth Science, 93.63% in Honors English, and 94.3% in Honors World History), except for one B (86.1%) in Computer Applications. e.e; BUT OH WELL!

So yeah. I'm really happy and excited today. ^-^ My only concern is that I'm getting a tad bit sick. @_@; It took everything I had to stay in school today. My head's all fuzzy and I've been wobbling around all day ^^; And I don't think forgetting my lunch, or breakfast, did my condition any good. But hey! What more could you expect from a Monday morning? ^^;; I mean, come on! I get up before the sun rises. x-x At least I get to have a good look at the stars while waiting for the bus...

Ah yay. Random rants from Satou. And they probably mean next to nothing, because they're just selfish rants....

Anyways. Let's start with the good! ^^
1) Today, my friends come over for a sleepover! *_* Lizzie, Brit, Brit's Friend, Oneesama, Anneka, and Jess. ^^ I'm so lucky!!!
2) My birthday's in 4 days and I'll be turning 15. I'm so happy. Every year, my birthday seems to become better and better. I guess it's because every year, I learn to become a bit more confident and meet more people, while making the bonds between old friends stronger. This year, I asked my friends not to get me gifts, but they said they're getting them anyways. x-x; Even my online friends spoil me... But I guess I'm just a very lucky girl. ^^;
3) GOOD GRADES! NO F's OR EVEN A C O_O; I'm SOOOOOOOO happy!!!!!! ^^ I even got a 103% on a math test that I missed all the lessons for while in Canada. x3;;; Though I can't get cocky! Gotta keep up the good work!!!
4) ALMOST done Saica n' Cherry's gifts. ^^- I just need to recolor them... I got soy sauce on them last night when I tried to color while eatting rice. ._.;

And... The things that have stressed me out lately...
1) My room. I love my bedroom. I just sit in here and cry sometimes, and no one ever comes in. And I love the way it's organized. I've got two whole shelves to put my manga on, and a place for my drawings, and my bed's right by the window so I can wake up and look at the forest in the backyard, or count stars at night. <3
But then... Mom decided it wasn't good enough for her, or me.
So without asking, she went ahead and bought me really fancy furniture. I guess I should be happy... It's going to be so pretty and organized... But that's my birthday present. I guess I'm being selfish... Some kids don't even have bedrooms, or get birthday presents as expensive as mine... But I don't want this! All I wanted was japanese food and maybe an anime DVD, but Mom decided to get me what she wanted... I'm not like most girls, and I don't ever openly express how I feel anywhere but online. I guess I feel more comfortable with internet friends because I don't ever have to actually see them worry. I hate it when mom cries, it makes me so scared and sad. And when she's crying because I'm a selfish idiot, I just feel worse. But I really don't want this. I don't! I want my room the way it is! I don't want my bed halfway across the room, and I want to still have two small beds stuck togetehr so I can fall between the two matresses at night. ;-; I want this pretty desk that I can draw on and IM (Ha! Multitasking powa!) I don't even know why I'm making such a big deal out of this. I guess I'm sad about other things that I've erased from my memory... I seem to do that alot. Just forgetting the bad things. But I can't get rid of my sadness, so I'm just left with sadness that I can't explain... Bleh. I must sound like a manga character having her turn-around moment XD; But it is true nya. ^^;
2) Kinda tying in with the thing above... But I've been really sad lately. I dunno if anyone's noticed, but even my RP characters are getting effected. I can't help it, though. When I'm sad, my characters get grumpy. @_@; I'm such a bad roleplayer! x-x; But yeah. I'm really sad and I don't know why. And everytime I try to remember, my mind just freezes. I know there's something there, but I just don't want to know what in the world it is. I'm scared of myself.
Man, I have isses. e.e;

That's about it! I am grateful for my friends, though. I just hope no one troubles themself over my weird entry. I guess I'm just hoping that I'll be able to remember the sad things this way and not have to be afraid of the feelings I've seen sealing away. ^^;;;