Sugar Heart Wingz

Whee~ I actually updated. o.o

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 00:25:21 GMT

Yay~

I won Most Creative at Mahougirlstills~ x3; My first icon contest placing~ ^-^

Umm... Yeah, I needed to update. e.e;
Let's see...
I was going to take a Kokoro break, but I think I'm all better. x3; I might just sit out anyways, though nya ^0^

Thank you, everyone, for being there. ^.^ Espicially Masume-chan, Jisu-chan, and Plum-chan. ^-^ It really did help to know people care nya~ n_n

Lalala~

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 02:28:44 GMT

I finally updated my workjournal ( http://www.livejournal.com/users/sugarberii/ )~! ^^

WAHAHA! ^^; I was stamped >3

And Masume-chan drew me a pretty picture of Satou as Minto! x3; I LUV IT~

I'm Thankful

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 02:57:15 GMT

I ALMOST FORGOT! X_X;

Since it's Canadian Thanksgiving, I just wanted to quickly do a little thank you thing. ^^;;

Thank you everyone who's been nice to me, and kept my spirits high. Thank you for being my friend, even if I'm a whiner and probably really annoying. Thanks for making me feel special, and like I've got talent, and helping me learn to stick up for myself!
Without you guys, I think I'd still be hiding under my bed covers, crying myself to sleep every night.

Thank you so much nya!!! ^^;;

Wow. I'm strange. x.x; Night, then.

MGLNanoha High ^^

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:32:38 GMT

I'm on a Nanoha High, in case no one's noticed ^o^; I really wanna see the Second Season episode, but I need to find all the first season episodes before that, huh? ^^; I did get the Second Season opening song and animation. Omigosh, it looks so frreakin' cool. @_@ More more more nya~
Ahem. Anyways. ^^

I got my progress reports today! SQUEE! I'm so happy!!! I thought I'd be failing, since this IS high school n' all, but I'm actually doing pretty good!!! <3 <3 <3
I've got all A's so far (100.2% in Algebra 1, 98% in Earth Science, 93.63% in Honors English, and 94.3% in Honors World History), except for one B (86.1%) in Computer Applications. e.e; BUT OH WELL!

So yeah. I'm really happy and excited today. ^-^ My only concern is that I'm getting a tad bit sick. @_@; It took everything I had to stay in school today. My head's all fuzzy and I've been wobbling around all day ^^; And I don't think forgetting my lunch, or breakfast, did my condition any good. But hey! What more could you expect from a Monday morning? ^^;; I mean, come on! I get up before the sun rises. x-x At least I get to have a good look at the stars while waiting for the bus...

Why meeeeee? T-T

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 17:34:50 GMT

Ah yay. Random rants from Satou. And they probably mean next to nothing, because they're just selfish rants....

Anyways. Let's start with the good! ^^
1) Today, my friends come over for a sleepover! *_* Lizzie, Brit, Brit's Friend, Oneesama, Anneka, and Jess. ^^ I'm so lucky!!!
2) My birthday's in 4 days and I'll be turning 15. I'm so happy. Every year, my birthday seems to become better and better. I guess it's because every year, I learn to become a bit more confident and meet more people, while making the bonds between old friends stronger. This year, I asked my friends not to get me gifts, but they said they're getting them anyways. x-x; Even my online friends spoil me... But I guess I'm just a very lucky girl. ^^;
3) GOOD GRADES! NO F's OR EVEN A C O_O; I'm SOOOOOOOO happy!!!!!! ^^ I even got a 103% on a math test that I missed all the lessons for while in Canada. x3;;; Though I can't get cocky! Gotta keep up the good work!!!
4) ALMOST done Saica n' Cherry's gifts. ^^- I just need to recolor them... I got soy sauce on them last night when I tried to color while eatting rice. ._.;

And... The things that have stressed me out lately...
1) My room. I love my bedroom. I just sit in here and cry sometimes, and no one ever comes in. And I love the way it's organized. I've got two whole shelves to put my manga on, and a place for my drawings, and my bed's right by the window so I can wake up and look at the forest in the backyard, or count stars at night. <3
But then... Mom decided it wasn't good enough for her, or me.
So without asking, she went ahead and bought me really fancy furniture. I guess I should be happy... It's going to be so pretty and organized... But that's my birthday present. I guess I'm being selfish... Some kids don't even have bedrooms, or get birthday presents as expensive as mine... But I don't want this! All I wanted was japanese food and maybe an anime DVD, but Mom decided to get me what she wanted... I'm not like most girls, and I don't ever openly express how I feel anywhere but online. I guess I feel more comfortable with internet friends because I don't ever have to actually see them worry. I hate it when mom cries, it makes me so scared and sad. And when she's crying because I'm a selfish idiot, I just feel worse. But I really don't want this. I don't! I want my room the way it is! I don't want my bed halfway across the room, and I want to still have two small beds stuck togetehr so I can fall between the two matresses at night. ;-; I want this pretty desk that I can draw on and IM (Ha! Multitasking powa!) I don't even know why I'm making such a big deal out of this. I guess I'm sad about other things that I've erased from my memory... I seem to do that alot. Just forgetting the bad things. But I can't get rid of my sadness, so I'm just left with sadness that I can't explain... Bleh. I must sound like a manga character having her turn-around moment XD; But it is true nya. ^^;
2) Kinda tying in with the thing above... But I've been really sad lately. I dunno if anyone's noticed, but even my RP characters are getting effected. I can't help it, though. When I'm sad, my characters get grumpy. @_@; I'm such a bad roleplayer! x-x; But yeah. I'm really sad and I don't know why. And everytime I try to remember, my mind just freezes. I know there's something there, but I just don't want to know what in the world it is. I'm scared of myself.
Man, I have isses. e.e;

That's about it! I am grateful for my friends, though. I just hope no one troubles themself over my weird entry. I guess I'm just hoping that I'll be able to remember the sad things this way and not have to be afraid of the feelings I've seen sealing away. ^^;;;